(best) of the best.

ah kangen banget nulis panjang lebar di blog. kadang ada sejuta hal yg pengen ditulis disini, tapi begitu buka dashboard blog........ jadi gak tau mau tulis apa.

hmm. selama 19 taon ini. ive experienced many things in many ways. such as, the most valuable and loveable thing ever, best friend. seperti yg pernah gue blg, dr tk sd smp sma college kuliah semua sekolah gue beda2. dan hal ini yg bikin gue terus menerus beradaptasi sama orang baru. susaaaaaa bgt loh..kadang gw iri sama yg terus2an dr tk-sma di sekolah yg sama. tapi emg ini keinginan gue, utk selalu pindah2 dan coba semua sekolah.

biarpun begitu, hal ini yg bikin gue lebih pandai menyortir mana temen yg cuma ada buat gue saat gue hura hura doang. mana temen yg ada buat gue di saat hura hura dan nangis-nangis kayak orang stres. yg paling nyakitin tuh, mana temen yang nyari gue subuh-subuh khusus buat cerita kalo ada perlu aja. do i look like a trash bin?

dari sini, gue tau mana yg layak dianggep temen baik, mana yang nggak. luckily, i met those guys. people who make me worth for the very first time. and still remain bestfriends until today :) no one will ever replace them. period.

bagi gue, temen baik tuh kayak noda cat acrylic yang nempel di baju. ketumpahan noda itu secara gak sadar. ada saatnya kepengen banget apus noda itu, karena jengkel, kesel, brantem gak penting. tapi pada akirnya kita tau, noda cat acrylic itu gak bisa diapus, dan akan selamanya disitu.

thanks for being my loyal paint stain, dear my (best) of the best.

If someone really loves you, then you are a ten. eventho you think you're only a five.

A sensitive but not sentimental story about a romance involving a mentally challenged young man. Starring Hugh Dancy (Confession of a Shoppaholic) as Adam. He has a neurobiological disorder called Asperger Syndrome, that isolates him due to his difficulties in social interaction and his inability to understand what is on people's minds.

Personally, Im in love with Adam's character in this film. Adam is someone who would do a simple but sweetest thing at once. instead of something splashy, to get people recognition. He would speak everything that crossed his mind, good or bad, right or wrong, honest and frankly. people are fake nowadays, and we need someone like Adam. someone who will tell the truth instead of lying and pretending. because truth hurts, but lies worse.

I want Adam.

you might want to hear the soundtrack. this one is too sweet :)

AGNES (from Despicable Me)

some quotes.

Love has thousand ways to give you hurt and pain, but friendship has thousand ways to recover all of them. -Wilson Kanadi

Moving on is NOT about "never looking back"..it's taking a glance at yesterday and noticing how much you've grown since then.

Real love is when nothing is right but it's still perfect. It's when you're mad as hell at him, and you're still counting the minutes until he calls.

Let love come to you, be patient. In fairy tales they don't find each other until the last page :)

People with no failure will never know who their true friends are. Thanks God you did!

There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never has, and who never will. - Stephanie Rae

Every evening I turn my worries over to God. He's going to be up all night anyway.

fated coincidence

semalem gue nginepan sama 3 temen baik gue. menjelang subuh, yang jadwalnya harusnya kita mau ntn bola bareng Jerman Spanyol, kita malah betah ngobrol ngalur ngidul di kamar. dari yg kecil-kecil kayak kegilaan masa sma, sampe ke cowok, dan akirnya ke satu topik, fated coincidence.

pernah kebayang gak sih kalo yg sekarang kita jalanin tu (dari kuliah, temenan, pacaran) even hal2 yang gak penting yg kita jalanin sekarang tuh terjadi karena fated coincidence? gw jelasin apa itu fated coincidence. coincidence itu artinya kebetulan yang tidak disengaja. dan fated itu ditakdirkan. jadi fated coincidence adalah kebetulan yang tidak disengaja yang sudah ditakdirkan dari sananya.

oke kalian pasti bingung. jadi gini misalnya.

kayak gimana gue bisa kuliah di tempat yg sekarang :

1. secara kebetulan gue masuk ke Univ Limkokwing.
2. secara kebetulan gue memilih foundation-nya di jakarta dulu aja sblm ke malay.
3. secara kebetulan gue ikut trip ke Bali bareng2.
4. secara kebetulan di suatu malam gue ikut ngobrol2 brg dosen di pinggir kolam.
5. secara kebetulan dosen gue yang cewek mau buka2an soal keadaan di malay.
6. secara kebetulan dosen gue menjelaskan gimana kelakuan negro disana terhadap cewek keturunan chinese.
7. secara kebetulan dlm keadaan panik mau pindah kuliah, di saat gue lagi hunting univ2 di jakarta, gue ngelewatin pamflet IDS di depan gedung itu sendiri. (seakan itu kyk sign dr Tuhan buat gue)
8. secara kebetulan sangat mudah mencari website IDS (yg awalnya gue sama sekali gak tau itu apa) dan ironisnya gue baca pamfletnya cm 5 detik.
9. secara kebetulan nyari gedungnya buat tanya2 sangat mudah.
10. secara kebetulan segala proses tes masuk, ujian, dan sgala2nya berjalan lancar.
11. secara kebetulan gue ketrima di saat yang paling tepat. di saat gue butuh kejelasan akan masa depan gue. di titik paling hopeless saat itu.

dan rentetan kejadian yg kebetulan gak disengaja ini merujuk ke sebuah kejadian yg emang uda ditakdirkan buat gue. coba kalo gw jadi ke Malay? mgkn sekarang liburan gw sangat sebentar, karna gw harus urusin ini itu. gak ada waktu buat ketemu temen2 yg lg pulang, gak bisa bantuin keluarga pindah rumah, terancam putus sama pacar, dan lain2 lagi yg mnrt gw lebih merugikan dibanding gw stay di indonesia. dan kampus gw sekarang ternyata reputasi dan lulusannya malah lebih bagus dibanding Limkokwing. THANKS GOD FOR THE FATED COINCIDENCE.

ntar2nya, kalian pasti bakal ngalamin yg namanya fated coincidence kayak gini. emang awalnya kita gak akan sadar kalo kebetulan2 yang terjadi di kehidupan kita bakal pelan2 bawa kita ke suatu titik dimana kita sadar semuanya uda direncain dan ditakdirin buat kita. juga untuk jodoh, karier, dan smua2nya. goodluck for your fated coincidence ya!

anyway, ada yg nanya di chatbox gue kuliah dimana. gue kuliah di IDS webnya www.idseducation.com (dulu namanya digital studio college) letaknya di Rasuna Said, Jakarta Utara. wish me luck guys enroll nya bulan September nih. happy weekend :) thanks for readinggggg folks!