hello.

things happened in my life lately were going awkward. it started when i met my ex after about several months hadnt met him, me with my boyf yesterday at one of the cinema. we said hi each other but it was totally 10seconds weirdness. even i can't barely speak clearly in front of him and i dont know why. its like i do finally move on and i showed 'it' in front of the guy-who-broke-my-heart-unkindly. somehow, i feel win. and its bad, real bad :(

second thing was about the movie i watched last night, ghost of the girlfriend past. romantic comedy in a funny way. played by jennifer gardner, the queen of gracefulness and elegance. i do admire her like seriously. back then about the plot, i was like "ohmygod will love like that still gonna exist?"

and the last thing was about my family. its been so long long long days we havent gathered in my parents' bed again like lastnight. talked about anything together, disturbed my lovely little sister.wooooooooot im in love with my family. you know what, family is our destiny, whether you like it or not, whether you proud of it or not, we should admit the fact that we cant change God's gift, and its our family.

anyway, today is the last day on 2009. many things had happened in my life this year, and i feel grateful for everythings it were. i realize like when i lost something, i got many things in the return so that i would never feel deeply loss.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, GET READY TO FACE 2010 AHEAD :)

HAPPY CHRISTMAS X)

thousand words wouldnt be enough to show how happy i am to celebrate this wonderful christmas, lets spread our joyfulness to get this christmas feeling x) HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

better together :)

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There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at the stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that they’ll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that they’ll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now,

Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

[MmmMmmmmMmm, Mmm MMmmM]

I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together

i feel so d-e-a-d.

too much problems. too much things-stuck-on-my-mind. too much questions. cant trust anyone and no one would really understand. for now, im sick and tired of being like this. im trying so hard to stop complaining, but id rather writedown here it bymyself than tellin people who pretend like care while i know they dont.

kocak nih!

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kemaren, hari minggu. gue ke gereja sendirian jam 6 pagi. niatnya sih mau doa dengan sangat kusyuk, duduk dalem agak depan dan rencananya mau bener bener konsen.


tapi..

ada seuprit bocah cowo, kira kira umur 4 taon deh berisikkkkkkkkkkkkk banget. terus bokap atau nyokapnya kaga ajak dia keluar kek, beliin balon kek, ajak main di luar kek, lemparin ke kolam ikan kek (ga deng) eh malah dibiarin aja tu anak tiap menit nyeloteh

CLUK CLUK CLUK CLUK..

hening

HUNG HUNG HUNG HUNG

hening

TAP TAP TAP TAP TAP

hening

PES PES PES PES PES

hening

BA BI BU BA BI BU

doué.doué.doué.doué

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind.

Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.

God does not care about our mathematical difficulties. He integrates empirically.

Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.

The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing.

No, this trick won't work...How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?

Albert Einstein.

sundaaaaaaaay!

hello everyone. 1:13 am here and im still eating potato chips with 5 gummies hot dog yupi (fat free) what a pig!

sebenernya gue lagi ngga tau sih mau nulis apa hehehe, tapi kasian aja ini blog ngga pernah gue urus lagi huhu MAAAAAAAAAFKAN AKU! well palingan mungkin gue bisa cerita tentang what happened lately in my life aja kali ya.

1. gue uda selesai semester satu di univ gue sejak minggu lalu. dan sekarang gue uda libur sampe februari. belom ada plan khusus sih mau ngapain. pengennya sih diet sampe sekering teri. tapi kayanya GA NIAT. trus pengen les masak (sok emak emak) klo ga les berenang nih biar tambah tinggi*telat*. sebelum gue selesai smstr satu ini tuh gw ada final project, dan ini yang gue buat barengan kelompok gue



2. sekitar 3 minggu yang lalu tanggal 7 november gue ntn djakarta artmosphere. jadi, diadainnya di upper room annex building hotel nikko. ada macem2 artis dari yang tua sampe yang muda*indie*. semuanya dikolaborasiin. jadi ada sore sama ebiet g ade. white shoes and the couples company sama fariz rm. efek rumah kaca sama doel sumbang. tika and the dissidents sama vina panduwinata. i am surely amazedddddddd banget sama mereka. luckily gue dapet tempat agak depan jadi gw bisa ntn mreka langsung depan mata. mc nya sarah sechan dan dy konyol bgt hehee top top top! dana hasil konser ini disumbangin ke padang. yang bikin acara anak muda loh. two thumbs up pkoknya.




3. gue baru aja surprise-in si pacar yang ultah ke 21 tanggal 19nov kmrn. bener bener lancar banget deh! kirakira ada limabelas yang ikutan surprise juga. he looked surprised. i made a birthday card for him and put in on a frame. then gave him a pair of canvas shoes with his band logo. happy birthday again love!


4. baru aja ambil yearbook dan sangat kangen sekolah. huhuhu i miss youuuu kawan kawan. the darurats, c10, anak2 clavius, tannias cs, teman suram di ipa, geng serpong, dan semua2nya deh yang uda mencar ke berbagai benua. when will we meet again? oya buat hipo katkat lorin atha c10 kuu gue kangen banget sama elu pada especially kalo gue lagi di mobil sendirian.damn! i just realized that you're all the best companion inside my car, and no one will replace you ever. i love you for ever deh jeng jeng..

doué.doué.doué.doué

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind.

Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.

God does not care about our mathematical difficulties. He integrates empirically.

Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.

The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing.

No, this trick won't work...How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?

Albert Einstein.

belarakan,oh

Hai semua apakabarnya? akirnya gue menyentuh internet lagi ( yatuhan it feels damn good), gue uda online dari jam 3 sore tadi sampe sekarang jam 12:16am. mata butek kunang-kunang tapi kayak tetep nagih buat online online online.. padahal kerjaan gue cuma buka facebook,msn, dan twitteran doang. eh iya follow twitter gue dong, baru bikin ni lagi noraknoraknya. tadinya rada males sih cuma dipaksa katanya seru banget jadi nyerah deh : http://twitter.com/febiolawidjaja

so its been so longlonglong kaga attach foto kesini,


ini gue dan aiko. jadi klo gue nemenin chandra latian band, di studio nya suka ada anak kcil ini. gue kira tadinya ni anak kecil punya band metal ucil juga trus latian disono (mustahil), ehhhhh ternyata dy anaknya yang punya. kokonya lebih lucu lagi. btw kenape si aiko gayanya mesti ngangkang begini ye? anak rokenrol..hahaha

dan ini foto trakir gue sama jelo sebelum dy berangkat sekolah ke milan. sayang banget ga bisa anter ke airport..jelo, one of my closest friends in highschool. temen curhat dan gosipan di msn telpon maupun bbm sampe subuh, gonna miss you jen! goodluck there ya :)

dan kemaren itu gue sempet sekolah di bali seminggu, kampus gue (limkokwing) ada di bali juga soalnya, uggghh jadi kepengen banget kuliah disitu aja. tiap malem hurahura kelayapan, bisa2 kaga lulus lulus gue kalo sekola sana.hahahahaha jadi inget mas mas disana, masrum masruuuuuumm tato tato serping serpingggg..

lalu, ini keponakan gue, namanya jennifer..gue tinggal di rumah dy dari senin-kamis karna kampus gue deket rumah dy di kelapa gading juga memang hanya 3 menit saja hehehe hmm guess what, she is a cancer survivor lohhhhhh. jadi dy wkt bayi uda divonis leukimia. uda gitu berobat bertaun2 sampe kemoterapi dan pindah ke singapur dan puji tuhan skrg uda sembuh total..:)

ah aku sudah mulai ngantuk nih, tidur ah tidur ahhh.
btw top 5 recently fav songs :

the bird and the bee - how deep is your love
owl city - fireflies
chairlift - bruises
rihanna - russian roulette
foals - cassius

goodnight everyone sleep tight, gotta catch you later x)