new and happiness.

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new harddiskkkk kyaaaaaa

new blackberry silicon (kayak bendera banget yah)

nylon ny akirnya dibuat di indonesia! baru dua edisi dan khas bgt, me likey likey likey

birthday present from a friend of mine :3

heart-shaped baloons in red and pink for vals

cutie cupcakes dari oliv-vio, krim keju di atasnya enaaak bgt!

new patrick doll, he's so fluffy!

i am turning twenty this 22nd february, and i really am uber-gaaaay for the morning surprise, for the birthday dinner, for the presents, for the greetings and wishes, for 3 birthday cakes, and 2 package of cupcakes, for another surprise at night, i am thankful and as happy as can be.

maret 2009, gue memutuskan untuk nggak lanjutin kuliah gue kemarin di limkokwing. gue punya banyak alesan untuk nggak lanjutin. salah satunya adalah karena keadaan disana yang kurang aman untuk cewek, khususnya orang asia. dan kedua, gue emang terlalu buru-buru pertamanya untuk netepin akan kuliah disana. dulu, gue pikir asik banget kalo bisa satu kampus sama temen yang uda gue kenal dan nyambung, Rangga. dan dengan jarak malaysia-indonesia yang gak gitu jauh, gue bisa sering bolak balik, and i found there wasnt any problem at all. gue ambil keputusan kuliah disitu tanpa mikirin mateng-mateng ntarnya bakal gimana.

dan di tengah-tengah kuliah, gue menyesal.

sempet akhirnya gue mutusin untuk lanjut aja di Malaysia karna uda tanggung dan banyak yang kontra kalo gue berenti di tengah jalan. tapi emang hati gak bisa boong, di hari gue mutusin untuk lanjut, di hari itu juga gue sakit, demam, dan harus bed rest, padahal gue gak kecapean gak salah makan, gak ada apa-apa. pas bed rest itu gue sadar, kalo apa yang kita lakukan itu gak sesuai apa yang sama hati kita mau, ntah gimana tubuh lu akan berkonspirasi untuk menolaknya secara diam-diam.

dan sekarang, gue udah pindah ke kampus yang baru. guess what? I AM HAPPIER THAN BEFORE. gue puas sama semuanya. emang ini yang gue mau, emang ini yang pengen gue pelajarin, dan disini uda pas tempatnya. dulu, gue gak pernah semangat berangkat ke kampus. seasik apapun hari itu dulu, gue gak pernah sesemangat sekarang. emang yang sekarang lebih berat, secara kurikulum kuliah biasa dibikin cepet jadi cuma 2 tahun. tapi gue percaya, seberat apapun yang gue jalanin sekarang, kalo gue jalaninnya pake hati, ntah gimana caranya gue pasti bisa nyelesainnya.

pada akhirnya gue cuma mau bilang : a man's life is a series of choices, follow your heart whenever you should make a decision. because your brain might be smarter, but your heart always wins.

I dont have to celebrate valentine's day,
since I got you, everyday.

you should stop complaining, before your life gets boring
and instead of it, please start being Thankful ;')))

I AM THANKFUL :

FOR THE WIFE
WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT,
BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME,
AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

FOR THE HUSBAND
WHO IS ON THE SOFA
BEING A COUCH POTATO,
BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME
AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER
WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES
BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME,
NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM EMPLOYED.

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE
BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,
WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING,
AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME.

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING
I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT
BECAUSE IT MEANS
WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH..

FOR THE PARKING SPOT
I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING
AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.

FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH
WHO SINGS OFF KEY BECAUSE IT MEANS
I CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING
BECAUSE IT MEANS
I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES
AT THE END OF THE DAY
BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN
CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF
IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS
BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

you make me miss christmas,even more

I need you to close your eyes,and listen to these two pretty songs. they soothe my soul softly, now your turn.

the sweetest thing,ever

"I'm not gonna get down on one knee
I'm not gonna ask you a question
I love you, Meredith Grey
and I wanna spend the rest of my life,
with you"