Things that come for free are the most expensive in life.

such as : family, bestfriends, lover and their great love to us.
so : keep them wisely, dont ever lose it. be faithful to them.
in the end : you will always have these most expensive things forever.

this is Marry Me by Train. i tried to find a better video. but i think Train doesnt make any of official video for this track, but you should listen to this song :)

when someone have a faith on you why dont you have any to yourself?

ps:click on picture for bigger display;)

big hello :)

gue bukan orang yang religius. nggak selalu nyelipin kata Tuhan di setiap kalimat2 gue, sama sekali nggak suci, sering bgt ngomong kotor. full of flaws.. tapi...kalo soal faith, I DO really HAVE a big faith on my God.

gue gak pernah ketemu Tuhan. tubuh dan raganya gak eksis di depan mata gue. kalo bisa dibilang, sama orang yang eksis di depan kita aja, yang wujudnya beneran ada di hidup kita aja kita gak bisa segitu percayanya. tapi beda sama yang satu ini..belum pernah liat wujudnya sedikitpun, tapi gue selalu ngerasain gak sendirian di saat gue bener2 ngerasa down. tempat dimana gue bisa mengadu apapun.

a wise man once said, "if you wanna be successful in your life, you can't only rely on what you're doing so hard. but you should always involve God." and this is so true..dalam sebuah masalah, gue pernah nyoba berbagai cara utk nyelesain, but none works. akhirnya, gue memutuskan untuk berserah aja sama yg di atas, dan gak beberapa lama semua yang begitu rumit jadi beres.
semua kekhawatiran, semua ketakutan, semua masalah dan apapun, just share with your God, and I guarantee you'll get the answer, with His beautiful way, and at the very very right time.

so people, DO YOUR BEST and PRAY HARD! two simple steps to happiness :)

(best) of the best.

ah kangen banget nulis panjang lebar di blog. kadang ada sejuta hal yg pengen ditulis disini, tapi begitu buka dashboard blog........ jadi gak tau mau tulis apa.

hmm. selama 19 taon ini. ive experienced many things in many ways. such as, the most valuable and loveable thing ever, best friend. seperti yg pernah gue blg, dr tk sd smp sma college kuliah semua sekolah gue beda2. dan hal ini yg bikin gue terus menerus beradaptasi sama orang baru. susaaaaaa bgt loh..kadang gw iri sama yg terus2an dr tk-sma di sekolah yg sama. tapi emg ini keinginan gue, utk selalu pindah2 dan coba semua sekolah.

biarpun begitu, hal ini yg bikin gue lebih pandai menyortir mana temen yg cuma ada buat gue saat gue hura hura doang. mana temen yg ada buat gue di saat hura hura dan nangis-nangis kayak orang stres. yg paling nyakitin tuh, mana temen yang nyari gue subuh-subuh khusus buat cerita kalo ada perlu aja. do i look like a trash bin?

dari sini, gue tau mana yg layak dianggep temen baik, mana yang nggak. luckily, i met those guys. people who make me worth for the very first time. and still remain bestfriends until today :) no one will ever replace them. period.

bagi gue, temen baik tuh kayak noda cat acrylic yang nempel di baju. ketumpahan noda itu secara gak sadar. ada saatnya kepengen banget apus noda itu, karena jengkel, kesel, brantem gak penting. tapi pada akirnya kita tau, noda cat acrylic itu gak bisa diapus, dan akan selamanya disitu.

thanks for being my loyal paint stain, dear my (best) of the best.

If someone really loves you, then you are a ten. eventho you think you're only a five.

A sensitive but not sentimental story about a romance involving a mentally challenged young man. Starring Hugh Dancy (Confession of a Shoppaholic) as Adam. He has a neurobiological disorder called Asperger Syndrome, that isolates him due to his difficulties in social interaction and his inability to understand what is on people's minds.

Personally, Im in love with Adam's character in this film. Adam is someone who would do a simple but sweetest thing at once. instead of something splashy, to get people recognition. He would speak everything that crossed his mind, good or bad, right or wrong, honest and frankly. people are fake nowadays, and we need someone like Adam. someone who will tell the truth instead of lying and pretending. because truth hurts, but lies worse.

I want Adam.

you might want to hear the soundtrack. this one is too sweet :)

AGNES (from Despicable Me)

some quotes.

Love has thousand ways to give you hurt and pain, but friendship has thousand ways to recover all of them. -Wilson Kanadi

Moving on is NOT about "never looking back"..it's taking a glance at yesterday and noticing how much you've grown since then.

Real love is when nothing is right but it's still perfect. It's when you're mad as hell at him, and you're still counting the minutes until he calls.

Let love come to you, be patient. In fairy tales they don't find each other until the last page :)

People with no failure will never know who their true friends are. Thanks God you did!

There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never has, and who never will. - Stephanie Rae

Every evening I turn my worries over to God. He's going to be up all night anyway.