emjeeeeey transformation is effin funny!

dilema dilemi

jadi, gue lagi nggak nyaman banget sama tempat kuliahan gue skrg omaishittttt. negronya seabrek merajalela terus gue pengen banget pindah nih tapi masih dilema. seriusan dilema sampe susa tidur.

yang bikin ga mau pindah :

*temen2nya uda enak
*nggak enak sama bonyok
*asik dan deket pljrnnya not bad
*cowo2nya WOW apalagi cina malay
*terlanjur abis uda lewat satu semester
*takut dicap ga bertanggung jawab

yang bikin PENGEN ABISABISAN pindah :

*NEGRO DISONO UDE KYK KACANG GORENG
*ude gitu kagak aman pula,jakarta lebi aman
*kayanya gw gila dulu waktu mau kuliah dsini
*ada keluarga, pacar, temen2 yang super enak di indo
*disini kemana2 bisa bawa mobil sendiri
*aduh design malay tktnya ga dipandang

ah seriusan dilema banget nih. FUSYINGGGGGGGGGGGGG :S

dear.

There's so much craziness surrounding me
There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone you bring it back to me
You make it real for me.

hello.

things happened in my life lately were going awkward. it started when i met my ex after about several months hadnt met him, me with my boyf yesterday at one of the cinema. we said hi each other but it was totally 10seconds weirdness. even i can't barely speak clearly in front of him and i dont know why. its like i do finally move on and i showed 'it' in front of the guy-who-broke-my-heart-unkindly. somehow, i feel win. and its bad, real bad :(

second thing was about the movie i watched last night, ghost of the girlfriend past. romantic comedy in a funny way. played by jennifer gardner, the queen of gracefulness and elegance. i do admire her like seriously. back then about the plot, i was like "ohmygod will love like that still gonna exist?"

and the last thing was about my family. its been so long long long days we havent gathered in my parents' bed again like lastnight. talked about anything together, disturbed my lovely little sister.wooooooooot im in love with my family. you know what, family is our destiny, whether you like it or not, whether you proud of it or not, we should admit the fact that we cant change God's gift, and its our family.

anyway, today is the last day on 2009. many things had happened in my life this year, and i feel grateful for everythings it were. i realize like when i lost something, i got many things in the return so that i would never feel deeply loss.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, GET READY TO FACE 2010 AHEAD :)

HAPPY CHRISTMAS X)

thousand words wouldnt be enough to show how happy i am to celebrate this wonderful christmas, lets spread our joyfulness to get this christmas feeling x) HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

better together :)

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There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at the stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that they’ll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that they’ll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now,

Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

[MmmMmmmmMmm, Mmm MMmmM]

I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together

i feel so d-e-a-d.

too much problems. too much things-stuck-on-my-mind. too much questions. cant trust anyone and no one would really understand. for now, im sick and tired of being like this. im trying so hard to stop complaining, but id rather writedown here it bymyself than tellin people who pretend like care while i know they dont.

kocak nih!

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tapi..

ada seuprit bocah cowo, kira kira umur 4 taon deh berisikkkkkkkkkkkkk banget. terus bokap atau nyokapnya kaga ajak dia keluar kek, beliin balon kek, ajak main di luar kek, lemparin ke kolam ikan kek (ga deng) eh malah dibiarin aja tu anak tiap menit nyeloteh

CLUK CLUK CLUK CLUK..

hening

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hening

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hening

PES PES PES PES PES

hening

BA BI BU BA BI BU

doué.doué.doué.doué

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind.

Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.

God does not care about our mathematical difficulties. He integrates empirically.

Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.

The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing.

No, this trick won't work...How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?

Albert Einstein.