Senin, 14 Desember 2009


better together :)

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There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at the stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that they’ll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that they’ll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now,

Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

[MmmMmmmmMmm, Mmm MMmmM]

I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together


i feel so d-e-a-d.

too much problems. too much things-stuck-on-my-mind. too much questions. cant trust anyone and no one would really understand. for now, im sick and tired of being like this. im trying so hard to stop complaining, but id rather writedown here it bymyself than tellin people who pretend like care while i know they dont.







Kamis, 10 Desember 2009

kocak nih!

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atau klik : TOTALLY LOOKS LIKE!

Senin, 07 Desember 2009

jackpot!

kemaren, hari minggu. gue ke gereja sendirian jam 6 pagi. niatnya sih mau doa dengan sangat kusyuk, duduk dalem agak depan dan rencananya mau bener bener konsen.


tapi..

ada seuprit bocah cowo, kira kira umur 4 taon deh berisikkkkkkkkkkkkk banget. terus bokap atau nyokapnya kaga ajak dia keluar kek, beliin balon kek, ajak main di luar kek, lemparin ke kolam ikan kek (ga deng) eh malah dibiarin aja tu anak tiap menit nyeloteh

CLUK CLUK CLUK CLUK..

hening

HUNG HUNG HUNG HUNG

hening

TAP TAP TAP TAP TAP

hening

PES PES PES PES PES

hening

BA BI BU BA BI BU





Sabtu, 05 Desember 2009

doué.doué.doué.doué


Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

Science without religion
is lame. Religion without science is blind.

Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.

God
does not care about our mathematical difficulties. He integrates empirically.

Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.

The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing.

No, this trick won't work...How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?



Albert Einstein.

Minggu, 15 November 2009

sundaaaaaaaay!

hello everyone. 1:13 am here and im still eating potato chips with 5 gummies hot dog yupi (fat free) what a pig!

sebenernya gue lagi ngga tau sih mau nulis apa hehehe, tapi kasian aja ini blog ngga pernah gue urus lagi huhu MAAAAAAAAAFKAN AKU! well palingan mungkin gue bisa cerita tentang what happened lately in my life aja kali ya.

1. gue uda selesai semester satu di univ gue sejak minggu lalu. dan sekarang gue uda libur sampe februari. belom ada plan khusus sih mau ngapain. pengennya sih diet sampe sekering teri. tapi kayanya GA NIAT. trus pengen les masak (sok emak emak) klo ga les berenang nih biar tambah tinggi*telat*. sebelum gue selesai smstr satu ini tuh gw ada final project, dan ini yang gue buat barengan kelompok gue



2. sekitar 3 minggu yang lalu tanggal 7 november gue ntn djakarta artmosphere. jadi, diadainnya di upper room annex building hotel nikko. ada macem2 artis dari yang tua sampe yang muda*indie*. semuanya dikolaborasiin. jadi ada sore sama ebiet g ade. white shoes and the couples company sama fariz rm. efek rumah kaca sama doel sumbang. tika and the dissidents sama vina panduwinata. i am surely amazedddddddd banget sama mereka. luckily gue dapet tempat agak depan jadi gw bisa ntn mreka langsung depan mata. mc nya sarah sechan dan dy konyol bgt hehee top top top! dana hasil konser ini disumbangin ke padang. yang bikin acara anak muda loh. two thumbs up pkoknya.




3. gue baru aja surprise-in si pacar yang ultah ke 21 tanggal 19nov kmrn. bener bener lancar banget deh! kirakira ada limabelas yang ikutan surprise juga. he looked surprised. i made a birthday card for him and put in on a frame. then gave him a pair of canvas shoes with his band logo. happy birthday again love!


4. baru aja ambil yearbook dan sangat kangen sekolah. huhuhu i miss youuuu kawan kawan. the darurats, c10, anak2 clavius, tannias cs, teman suram di ipa, geng serpong, dan semua2nya deh yang uda mencar ke berbagai benua. when will we meet again? oya buat hipo katkat lorin atha c10 kuu gue kangen banget sama elu pada especially kalo gue lagi di mobil sendirian.damn! i just realized that you're all the best companion inside my car, and no one will replace you ever. i love you for ever deh jeng jeng..

Minggu, 01 November 2009

doué.doué.doué.doué


Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.

Science without religion
is lame. Religion without science is blind.

Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.

God
does not care about our mathematical difficulties. He integrates empirically.

Peace cannot be kept by force. It can only be achieved by understanding.

The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing.

No, this trick won't work...How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?



Albert Einstein.


Jumat, 16 Oktober 2009

belarakan,oh

Hai semua apakabarnya? akirnya gue menyentuh internet lagi ( yatuhan it feels damn good), gue uda online dari jam 3 sore tadi sampe sekarang jam 12:16am. mata butek kunang-kunang tapi kayak tetep nagih buat online online online.. padahal kerjaan gue cuma buka facebook,msn, dan twitteran doang. eh iya follow twitter gue dong, baru bikin ni lagi noraknoraknya. tadinya rada males sih cuma dipaksa katanya seru banget jadi nyerah deh : http://twitter.com/febiolawidjaja

so its been so longlonglong kaga attach foto kesini,


ini gue dan aiko. jadi klo gue nemenin chandra latian band, di studio nya suka ada anak kcil ini. gue kira tadinya ni anak kecil punya band metal ucil juga trus latian disono (mustahil), ehhhhh ternyata dy anaknya yang punya. kokonya lebih lucu lagi. btw kenape si aiko gayanya mesti ngangkang begini ye? anak rokenrol..hahaha

dan ini foto trakir gue sama jelo sebelum dy berangkat sekolah ke milan. sayang banget ga bisa anter ke airport..jelo, one of my closest friends in highschool. temen curhat dan gosipan di msn telpon maupun bbm sampe subuh, gonna miss you jen! goodluck there ya :)

dan kemaren itu gue sempet sekolah di bali seminggu, kampus gue (limkokwing) ada di bali juga soalnya, uggghh jadi kepengen banget kuliah disitu aja. tiap malem hurahura kelayapan, bisa2 kaga lulus lulus gue kalo sekola sana.hahahahaha jadi inget mas mas disana, masrum masruuuuuumm tato tato serping serpingggg..

lalu, ini keponakan gue, namanya jennifer..gue tinggal di rumah dy dari senin-kamis karna kampus gue deket rumah dy di kelapa gading juga memang hanya 3 menit saja hehehe hmm guess what, she is a cancer survivor lohhhhhh. jadi dy wkt bayi uda divonis leukimia. uda gitu berobat bertaun2 sampe kemoterapi dan pindah ke singapur dan puji tuhan skrg uda sembuh total..:)

ah aku sudah mulai ngantuk nih, tidur ah tidur ahhh.
btw top 5 recently fav songs :

the bird and the bee - how deep is your love
owl city - fireflies
chairlift - bruises
rihanna - russian roulette
foals - cassius

goodnight everyone sleep tight, gotta catch you later x)



Minggu, 27 September 2009

karatan dan lumutan

itulah nasib blogku yang tidak pernah diurus, gue uda ga bisa dibilang blogger lagi nih klo updatenya segini lama..oh ayem soli blogi besok2 aku akan sering-sering update kamu (janji palsu) so how are you semuaaaaa?

gue kemaren liburan lebaran cuma mehe2 ke hk dan china aja, ikut tur tapi kaga jalan sendiri.. asik juga turnya kompak banget, trus ketemu lolo sama nia disana biarpun ga lamaa tp lumayan mengobati kangen :( and i miss them already nih. gue empet banget sama orang cina! haahhaha bukannya mau rasis, tapi cina asli gitu. dan mreka ga mgkn ngerti jugalah tulisan gw secara tulisan dy kanji cangcingcong gitu.. jadi mreka semua tuh kasar2 bener, nabrak kaga sorry, taro apa2 lgsg dibanting, muke muram kyk abis kalah judi mahyong..FREAK! DASAR SIPIT SOMPRETS! hahahahaha ampuuuuun cuma becanda kok :P

sekali sekali mau ngmg yang serius dikit ah..

taun lalu bulan juli 2008 gw putus dengan seseorang, i was fcking messed up. bukan karna putusnya aja sih, tp the way he threat me as her girl during our relationship danlain2nya selalu bkin gw sedih apalagi setelah gw tau satu fakta yang ugh nyakitin banget. i sum up i didnt find any happiness on having relationship with him and i made a promise to myself that after that previous relationship i dont want fall in love easily, ever. i swear for that.

trus bener aja gitu, setaun uda lewat gitu aja. gw ngga pernah suka lagi sama orang. kalo deketpun yauda cuma sebatas hahahihi temen ngobrol dan ga pernah ngerasa lebih. apalagi gw lebih fokus ke ujian waktu itu, dan punya banyak temen temen yang bener2 loyal buat gue, punya kesibukan lain dll bikin gw emang ga pernah punya perasaan apa-apa sama cowo.

until i found this guy.

gue ngerasa biasa aja. nothing special. then we talked much, about anything i mean everything. gue ngga pernah berharap apa-apa saat itu. dan semuanya berjalan gitu aja. we were getting closer closer and closer as we tried to know each other. gue tadinya takut dan ngga yakin, tapi janji yang pernah gue buat dulu itu ngingetin gue bahwa mgkn ini yang namanya sayang beneran, ngga buru-buru dan dibikin sangat smooth jalannya. sampe akirnya 5 bulan deket banget, gue berani pacaran lagi.. gue tau bakal long distance relationship sama dy nanti. tapi jalanin aja we never know what happen next. semuanya gw serahiin sama waktu dan Tuhan aja :)

hmm maksud gue cerita ini selain mau sharing adalah nunjukin bahwa semua indah pada waktunya kok. maksud gue, ada saatnya kita bener2 down dan give up on everything, ngerasa useless dan heartless di saat yang bersamaan. tapi jangan pernah berhenti bersabar, karna justru sesuatu yang baik dateng di saat lu ngga mengharapkannya. biarkan aja semua jalan dengan sendirinya, dan percaya akan diselipin sesuatu yang 'wah'. well, ternyata beneran karma hits back! dulu gue disakitin banget, but now i have a nice man ever.

AYOOOOOOOO TERUS SEMANGAT BUAT APAPUN ITU! and dont ever stop to be patient, period :)






Sabtu, 05 September 2009

im back:)

hello everyone how are you im fineeeee so much fine just sick and tired of being sick and tired (loh?) hahaha ga jelas abis gue. ternyata internet uda jadi kebutuhan PRIMER banget yah. gw bisa ga mandi ga makan ga cebokan ga ngapa2in cuma depan laptop aja online sampe gila.. bayangin, bisa ngalahin kebutuhan pokok gw ohbeybeeeh dunia uda gila. siapa sih yg bikin internet?

mau quick post aja nih. gw belakangan selalu mikirin satu kalimat " IF I COULD....THEN I WOULD... " gila ini bener2 bikin stres mikir kayak gini. jadi misalnya gw kepengen banget pulang ke serpong, gw slalu mikir IF I COULD GO HOME, THEN I WOULD EAT SOMAY LANGGANAN! gila uda mikir kayak gini aja lagi2 dangkal bener soal makanan juga.. ahahaha sucks. trus trakir IF I COULD DO ANYTHING THEN I WOULD KILL MY HELLISH TEACHER. sampe kadang2 kebawa ke mimpi.

oya gw ada puisi sebelum tidur.

aku anak babi.
babi anak aku.
anak aku babi.
aku kadang merasa seperti babi.


HAHAHA GILAAAAAAAA GARING ABIS. uda ah ngantuk gue.byeeeeeeeeeeeee:)

oya, 5 latest song yah :

the kooks - naive
neil young - only love can break your heart
oasis - dont go away
the last goodnight - stay beautiful
empire of the sun - we are the people